Ok, so I typed a whole bunch and now I’m not sure where it went. Oy… Today was a really bad day at work. Multiple things went wrong, starting early in the day and continued thru the day to the point where I just had to walk away before I exploded. How can people work with no conscience or work ethic to try and do their best? I don’t understand how people could be in charge of a group and have absolutely no clue after so many years in that position.
I guess I find it most frustrating because I know I’m basically stuck until something major changes. And I know that this isn’t what I’m supposed to be doing with my life. But knowing what I’m supposed to be doing ties along with the being open, willing and able to be fully exposed and open to what God wants to do. Not being in control frightens me, but being stuck where I am frightens me even more. Once we realize what we’re supposed to be doing with our lives – ok, some of us took longer to figure it out – but why does it seem so hard to be able to do that once we do figure it out? Patience is a virtue and I know I don’t always exhibit that frustrating characteristic.
Hey, I’m GLAD I finally stumbled onto your BLOG! Wow…you’re being gut honest here! I love it! I’m sure glad God doesn’t get mad at us when we ask tough questions. Being stuck is no fun. But at least you’re in great company!